BingBamBoomBASS

May 06

i would have forgiven you without the hearts. without the sandwiches. without everything. i never did think that things like these worked but at that point i could really used a hug and a kiss. its not that i don’t appreciate ur efforts. but u cant expect to plant a seed in one morning and see a tree the next. i just needed some time. i could never really stay angry at u forever. u noe that. because i love u. my love will always bring me back to u. so u dont have to worry. but wad happened? once i was finally okay alr. i even sent u an sms. u reply with “what you want”. i really dont know if u really want me to be happy. or purposely make my unhappy so that u can blame everything to me. i dunno. i dun understand. i noe im unreasonable alot of times. but this cycle keeps repeating. its the same old pattern. u say u want to make me happy. but when u finally do. u push me back down the cliff.. if u are the kind of person that loves to see people in misery den i understand. coz “misery loves me~”.