all alone.
sometimes i feel everything has been stripped from me..
sometimes i juz feel so alone when i see “signed out”
sometimes i juz feel that the tiny strings keeping my sanity together, can’t take much more
i understand
but its so hard..
its so hard it hurts..
i just need someone to understand..
i need you to understand.
rendered so helpless
so weak
so vulnerable
so pitiful
is this me?
i hate me.
why does being me hurt?
why does everything hurt.
its not your fault.
but these string could use a little help..
these strings, starting to fray
might not make it through another day
one by one they snap
like strings on a fretboard, which played its last tune
will never get to see another sunrise.
i love you
i miss you
i need you
- the cookie that has lost its dough